stomach, pain, ow, why

I’m an incredibly socially anxious extrovert. 

So much frantic internal conflict.

Can’t sleep because i’m freaking out that I might accidentally fail a class and my admission to UCD will be rescinded. I’ve never failed a class in my life, but none of my profs will be me grade updates or they’ve all decided to make 40-50% of the grade to be determined in the next few days. To top it off there’s a lot of shit going down in my personal life and i’ve been feeling sick and my taxes still haven’t been sorted and I can’t file my fafsa and i’m really just wigging the fuck out over here.

Stomach has been hurting for like 4 days now, what’s happening to me :(

Stayed up way too late watching Buffy. I’m at the beginning of season three and all these super sad and disturbing things are happening…trying to tumbl to calm down, agh.

Cut off all my hair again! Rockin’ a pixie cut like a bamf.

I really might just spend this weekend going through crap and throwing out everything that I don’t actually use and hope that my mouth guard is left in the pile of left over things. 

On the other hand i’m afraid to throw anything out because OMG WHAT IF IT WAS HIDING IN THAT DIRTY TISSUE AHHHHH

also I still don’t have my w2 because the people i used to work for are confusing the hell out of me and my tax situation has just got ridiculously convoluted 

I’ve got this expensive custom mouth guard that keeps me from grinding my teeth at night that’s been missing for about a week now (I think? my memory is amazingly awful). I loose it every so often so it usually takes me a few days to panic about since it usually turns up on it’s own, but this time me and my boy have been searching the apartment for it for the past two nights and at this point im super freaked out because I seriously cannot think of anywhere else it could possibly be! 

Really worried rn, I can’t think of any way it could have left the house unless it accidentally fell into a trashcan and got thrown away, but I kind of doubt it, but at this point I seriously have NO idea where else it could be, and I need it because I grind my teeth REALLY badly at night.

Halp :(

jamming out to eric clapton

i’m turning 21 in a couple hours and am super stoked to go out for drinks with some friends, but im already falling asleep, heh